LoST!

after everything is over now, i feel lost.
everyday i wake up, i do not know what to do next.
i got a month to look for a job, if i get none at all, i will be back home.
i want to sell nasi lemak in medan lol.
i don't wanna touch design at the moment.
sianz.
one more thing, i don't like my hair, it's too short. And i don't have the guts to meet my parents like this. I don't like the back part. It's the last time to get spikey hair!