Love and Hate

I miss all the times that passed damn fast. The time when i stayed @Tampines without any entertainment at all, YOU would do just enough, YOU were just great, YOU were all that i need.
Walking, jogging, prawning, loving, hugging, eating, drinking, partying, and EVERYTHING.
East Coast, Tampines, New Year's Eve, Christmas' Eve, Suntec City and The Bridge.
How lovely it is just to feel the breeze. I feel at ease. I feel in peace.


The sweetest thing.


But now...

I get scared of The time. It passes too fast that i can't even see myself catch one breath. Am i moving or do I wish i am dead instead? I hate it to not to think of it. I hate it for wasting my time like this. I hate it feeling stuck with no rescue. Hate it!


Right or wrong, it's just a word that won't make a difference now that i have chosen to walk this road. I love and hate it at the same time. I love you and hate you. I love me and hate myself too for going more crazy. Save me? You can't.

LOST

Love, i keep bleeding love. Keep bleeding.

p.s: that's why i donated my blood today