Unspoken.

Hm.. wonder what to type.
I want this and that.
But no point say it out.
I want you to know.
I want you to understand.
I want you to make it up tonight.
I want you to call.
I want you to think.
of me.
I want you to make the first move.
I want you talk.
I want you to say something.
I want you to listen.
I want you happy.
I want you now.
I want you smile.
I want you sing.
I want you proud.
I want you..
So much to know the these 'unspoken'.

I miss my parents but i don't want my family to miss me.
I wanted to make that call, but something stops me.
Finally i replied that "i miss you", things i never did before.
I do feel it strongly, but to say those words is never easy...
why?

Why does it difficult to come out from the lips?
i am just so afraid by the time i can say it, it's Too Late..
Please...
I don't know to stay or go.