Lousy Mood

I feel lousy today.

Unhappy.

But i believe in one thing. When you start with a positive mind, it yields in a positive response from others too! Just believe in it, it will do.

Have your confidence and they will react differently. I am feeling it. They are respecting me because i respect myself. But...

But i am really afraid that this will not be long enough, i wanna stay strong like this. yet a doubt is approaching me. Arrghh!

I wanna save time, save money. I am running out of time. And they are sacrificing their sleeps for study, but i am not. Am i killing myself? I wanna stay at home and do my work, but i don't think so. I am going out again, i dont' know if it's a good or bad thing. But the positive elements are still around me, and i wanna use them up for at least until this week. Good people are around me, and i am happy that i befriend them.

p.s: don't let me feel lousy please..