I am just a human

Dear dear dear..

My love is so unfair i know.

But i promise you at least there will be 1 to 2 times meeting in a month. What about that?
No matter how busy we are. Deal.

I am pesimist and aggresive at the same time. Sometimes i will expect you to take the innitiative, sometimes let me just do that for you. It involves two parties to make "it" works, do you know? I still need you like i always do. A buddy i have now, is not you. But you should know you always are.

Argh! i got another project which is to do a video-clip for my video. Whahaha. i will have a video clip??? for my song.?? WoW. but cheapskate one lah! I need somebody's help indeed. Momma, don't blame your daughter for ignoring study for the sake of what she likes to do. I know it's absolutely wrong. But mom, i hardly can stop myself. and i am sorry to neglect my obligations. I shouldn't. I shouldn't i shouldn't i shouldn't.....

Back to school life.
Tutorial assessment falls on this friday. And well, i am not scared. I think i have really prepared for the worst, though it's not right. I no longer cry in the middle of the night for no reason. I no longer hate myself with all the pressures. I am bad. Real bad me that i should give a limit to do my work now.!!!!

I need someone who can help me to do video clip within two weeks time =(