Too Damn Busy Being (-)tive

I feel much better today. Class was alright, having a discussion with CKTan last monday and i got an idea for my further sketches. Then Mr.Sim on Tuesday morning, he changed my idea to a more individualistic poster. So i was trying out combination letters of "E,G, and O" into a human-feeling until Ah Beng(my new teacher) came to me and checked on what i was doing.

Ah Beng has the same pattern as Armando, the way they dress and character? Everyone told me that he is good and yes, he talked to me the first time about my philosophy, instead of telling that it was too profound (just like Terence did), he said in a better way, "hmmm... it's interesting." He is the sort that will try to inspire you to think deeper and that's what i really lack of. I am ashamed with myself for not being able to answer his question. What a stupid manifesto that i am choosing, that i am not capable to defend myself or understand the real meaning of it. Lame!!!

Ah Beng told me about the relation between NIKE + advertising and what i should do too with my EGO manifesto. I must think deep enough. But still i have no motivation to move. Deadline is coming soon and no more honeymoon. I know this time round, i am gonna feel like being burried lively. Will prayers help?

I will try to blog about what happens around school and me more often. I hope this can help me to be more positive. Cause i really have been TOO DAMN BUSY BEING NEGATIVE!

Btw, i am going to KL for a talk. DAMNIT! It costs me S$112.50. NOT RINGGIT!!! !@#!@$!!@$

It's gonna just be a waste trip, money and time. !@#!$@!@$!$!@$ How i wish i can scold vulgarities to someone.

Better make sure that the talk is inspiring and good enough and worth $100+.

I will dream of my typeface tonight. oh GOUDY OLD STYLE...