Project 1 is bad. Very bad. Bottom-line! Reaching near to fail, i guess. Well, i change my mind, i don't want to uplaod the poster here. It's way too ugly and meaningless.

I am not the same person, of course!
Looking back on those days when i just came to NAFA, i was way more confident and comfortable with myself. I have my EGO there seriously, i even dared to cut my hair-short and made it like "Dao Ming Shi"-hairstyle with holey-cap. Ask me to do it again, i don't have the guts. I have lost it long ago before i realize it. Why can't i be the same like those old days? Where is my confidence? Gimme 1000bucks, and i don't even dare to do it anymore. I am lost.

Have i changed or i am just too self-conciuos about my image now? I am NOT, i don't care how people look at me, but i CARE about how people judge me.

Crappy day, the world seems dead. Let it be, it's not the first time.
Aiyaaaa........ i really need back all the powers; the blast of the Euro-trance, the inspiration, the redbull, the coffee, the mood, the emotion, the fucking damn old stuff! Why don't i need them anymore, why they aren't that important anymore?
END!!! i want it to END !!! Stop singing those pathetic songs, will ya????
Where's the controller? Where the hell you fuck it?

What a disgrace? I really ain't myself!