I am not sure how selfish i am.
But i have always make you my first priority.
And thousand questions you ask for a certainty,
yet i still give it my best to give-in to the relationship.
I told you an answer but it didn't yield in satisfaction to you, never.
What else do you ask for? I will bring it in just a minute.

Somehow i finally find you and i collide... (collide-howie day)

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I spent so much money today for books and mp4. Books?

Honestly speaking, I have had my low, hitting the bottom low. I had a bad day. I had a tough time fighting with myself. I have been hit. Can you picture that? I have so much to say but you have never been here. So i put them down on the paper. And after all these days, i will break-free. At least i am free to do what i want and nobody can stop me. If i fail to succeed, i can't blame myself but you. If i fail to deliver a happy-ending life-story, i don't blame anyone but my family.

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Oh tonight i am feeling fine
I am alone just wasting time
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(that girl - david choy)