Complete

- i wanna pass this one year super fast please, so that:
-- i can look for my dentist. i don't like new doctor. (can i hold on for a year like this?)
-- china? should i go there?

--- sigh* i am not ready for anything.
--- i don't want to rush for project.
--- i don't like the food at Lavender.
--- i am thinking of redhill.
--- suddenly the love is boring.
--- no new youtube videos.
--- a little broken is alright. cause everybody is broken too.
--- i am never good. what does a teacher see in me?
--- she just wants a fame. everyone is selfish. thinking for themselves only.
--- i always think that i cannot do it. because i really can't.

---- how could i keep searching for the missing piece. if there hasn't been anything missing. if i don't even know what that missing piece is. what am i fixing?
---- i have been looking for something. for an answer which i don't even know what the question is. i guess i never miss a thing. maybe i have find the answer today.
---- i used to think the answer was my broken dream. it never existed. a mind game of mine. i have been fooled by myself. i cheated myself. how could i?
---- i am complete now.

are you?