I don't like school of course! If only i have a choice not to going back to NAFA, but i am not allowed at all by my family. I don't tell my mum about how tortured my heart is. They will think i am exaggerating it. I don't know if i can get this through alone. One year... and i can't take it anymore since the first day.
Today is the 2nd day.
I walked after school and my heart filled with loneliness. I missed my friends so much...
I had you all around me during the past three years.
First year was nothing much.
Second year was the best. I love all my mates. I miss that moment so much. The bond was so strong. The laughters.. the jokes... the mamasan~... the people... suddenly i miss them all... I can't help myself.. All of them has left, and i am on my own now. I don't get used to it, and do you know that?? There are lots of new students around school, but i feel helpless and missing all of them so so so much. All i got inside my mind is only our shadows. The school feels so empty to me...
Third year didn't give me much excitement, except one pillar that always there for me to rely on.
I will be ok. I will make my step go slow in there but sure. I am happy to receive email from my long-distant-friend (James). Your words are so heartening and cheer me up :)
I will go to sleep now.
3 comments:
Changes are always around us and it depends on how we view it. I have faith in you. You are a strong ger.
we should try to rearrange
There’s always someone who’s got it worse than you
Will you ever be content on your side of the fence?
potianak:i very bad de...i stay happy cus i always think that other ppl got it worst then me..an try to be content wit what i hav...
ya.. My life is so COooooL.. isn't it?
thanks.
:)
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