I don't get used to it.. I don't get used to sleep alone still...

I blast the music out loud cause i don't wanna feel lonely.

I have to change things.

I did not use my time to study.

I did not want to get up of my bed every morning.

I am spending everything for nothing.

I get carried away to become strangers in Bon Jovi and Leann Rimes' singing.

I keep running away from the world i am standing.

Everybody is sleeping - get ready for tomorrow's way to office - while i am alone listening to the same piece of music.

People's life - they keep on moving.

Are we gonna still stay the same? I don't feel the same.

I miss so many things and do you miss me?

I did not talk to anybody.

I gotta get going but it's unbearable and tough when it's just me...
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Those are just craps.
I am thinking to continue my trip to other place after this. It's just a plan; i may leave Singapore after degree. I may not. Not that I don't wanna linger here. But if you are given an opportunity to go out of here, will you leave? I maybe childish and a coward who don't like to face reality. Maybe I am just too scared of anything. I am scared of losing. Maybe the reason is that I have not yet found the things I want here, that is why I don't feel secure and I want to leave.

I seek for nothing.
I am still here for merely one reason.
One reason - of a promise i have made and sworn that i will bring you happiness.

Nite.