Day #12

Motiono by cancerz

I decided to remove from 'youtube', due to mad video which it zooms itself about 20x bigger than the original and i don't wanna be seen like a monster.
I uploaded in motiono, though quality is said like 'jerk' by Rinn, hahha... but 'youtube' doesn't like me anymore.

The song, please excuse my pronounciation. + Bad quality of motiono.

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I took a train home, saw a couple broke up. I watched it. A butch was pleading for something and stared so deeply at another girl, sitting beside her. Her girlfriend. I don't know why 'that butch' could fall for her. She's cold and arrogant from her appearance, didn't even want to look at her partner. The butch was just patiently wait there till at one stop, that girl left 'butch' alone; i saw that girl glanced sharply at 'butch' without mercy. Butch couldn't even lift her head up. And when she's gone, i saw 'butch' shed her tears in public. I guess it must be so hurt. And funny, cause i was listening to my MP3, [Oh It Hurts - Kelly Family] oh it hurts, ..to love someone, oh it hurts... to lose someone.


"Why do you give love, if in the end.. you're taking that away from me? It hurts."

I was thinking about this phrase. But i don't dare to argue it, cause i am afraid that i ever did the same thing too to someone else. Did i give you love, and i took it back when you're about to give me almost everything? Did i?

I didn't blog yesterday about my Day#11. <--- that shows how many days i have been working @ Bestworld. I don't like my job anymore. So i don't wanna talk about it.