What a long day for me!

Woke up, then rushed to YL's house to fetch her and brought shoes to let her design! She's my designer. Then met Jas for lunch >Superdog<
1. Movie [Freedom of Writers]
2. Sakae Sushi for dinner.
3. KTV late at night - with 1 glass of tiger-beer.

Freedom of Writers.
Movie is alright.. was produced by MTV. I like everything about MTV, cause they seem to be new and always involved this teenagers' lives, etc: Stomp The Yard! too.
Everyone was crying watching 'Freedom of Writers'. Lols.. I am not cold-blooded. I did shed some tears too, but no one noticed. Hahah... Wooo.. How can i show my weakness to public?? Shy lor!

Arghk!!
Again.. I have been spending too much money for entertainment. Been going out until late!!! And Almost everyday!!!!
Scary... I wanna lock myself like days in my own room and house, if nothing is important! Serious. I gotta save money from now on!

Well, i couldn't sleep last night. I was thinking about degree. No no.. not mine! But YL's...
I am scared if she can't get in. It's not that i wanna use her or something. Guess I have been relying on her too much.
The past term... for FYP, she had been like a walking-stick to me. I have been walking with my walking-stick all along. And now imagining myself without my walking-stick, I feel... something is missing.
How could i walk properly? As if a blind-person without any guide, light, stick, what will happen?
I am not exaggerating.
I just feel like... I have already felt so oppressed by taking this degree, yet if i am alone- things are just getting harder on me. Huh.. i give up before my feet touch onto the ground in a battlefield. LOSER!

Loser !!! Never a Winner !