My world is sinking, and i don't want to hold you.

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No 'sorry', because i know i could never make it the last 'sorry'.
I didn't mean to hurt anybody but myself.
And that affected you.

Remember i told you... 'you don't deserve this'
I knew i was selfish, but i am aching.
And i don't want you here.

Don't be part of me, it is foolish.
When the time is not right.
Don't be my baby, i know i am sorry.
But deep inside me, i am asking for nothing.
I am aching, and i don't want you to be near.

My world is sinking, and i don't want to hold you.

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Today, I am still at no ease. My mind is vexed, my heart is shattered, my emotion is unstable, my body is numb, and my love is gone.
Seriously, i think i am not good enough to be your somebody.
I can't say i am sorry, because it's too much for you to hear it.
Ignore me,
It's too much for what i've done.

I will save the worst for myself.