Monday, February 12, 2007

Icon Award

I got merit prize again this year! 3 years in Nafa, and 3 years consecutively too, there's something for me to proud of !


:)

Well, when you woke up in the morning, the first thing for you to hear was one good news. That really feels GOOD!
But not TODAY, my feeling was just okay. I am not proud of it at all, serious! Except i was grateful and glad that my close friends were there. Imagine i had to be in school receiving the award, without nobody to accompany me, you know the feeling... ? and there's no meaning at all if you can't share it with someone. Even if i could get the first prize, it is still nothing.

Thank you and you~! The Retard with the Retarded Smile said~!

Hm.. icon award? so...... .... ?
I am not trying to be 'Hao Lian' here. But it is not something that i really want, though if could get a first prize, feeling would still the same. I can't imagine if i have to work as a designer, doing illustration of futuristic graphic and so on.. for almost the entire of my life, everday doing the same thing?????????
No ! plz.
How can 'one' work or enjoy the working environment, when there's no PASSION in it???!!
Passion is NEEDED and it's IMPORTANT ! And i know so well, i won't love this kinda life! I do not want it, but do i have a choice???
I guess no..... :(

Never had i thought to come to art school, moreover to study graphic design, BUT i am here now. Unexpected and Unbelievable and next.... ? Arghh.. don't ask me!!!

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